Some time in May
So what is it? What is the meaning of life?
Why do we keep going on this repetitive wheel to achieve nothing? I am tired of the same CRAP. And it is not like if I decided to do something new that would make me feel any better. No, because I will get tired of that soon enough. There is nothing in this world that could satisfy me. Every pleasure last for about a second and then we have to begin the search for the next “high” moment.
What is it that I’m looking for? More things to get busy? More items to spend my money on? More time to do more things? 24 hrs each day to do the same thing. Are we an experiment gone bad that no one cared to stop? Is there any one out there that could stop us cold on this path to self destruction? Don’t we get it?!!!
And it is never enough. We are either not skinny enough, smart enough, educated enough, or over qualified, or under paid. Un-appreciated or overwhelmed. And when we are still, we are not satisfied, questioning what is wrong, where would I rather be? Everything has to be extreme. Too hot to play outside or too cold to get out of bed. Too short to wear it to church or too long to go parting. What is middle ground?
We work for the money, but we never have enough. And those who have too much, are not happy because they can’t trust. We eat, to be satisfied, to be hungry again. All that would taste good is not good for you. Do not eat too much of that, or eat some more this. Being good is not enough, and if you are bad, you don’t belong.
You work so hard for so many things, that will soon be forgotten. Memories is all you get and they too become a thing of the past. So what is the purpose, what is our reason.
Is it to cry and long for what doesn’t exist? Is it to seek and never find because you don’t know what you are looking for? Is it God that we long for? If so, how can we find him and have him forever if we are not worthy? How can He be with us, if we are not holly? We can’t be with Him while we run behind our own tails. “whoever looses his live for me, will receive mines in return…” that is what He said. I know the answer is in that verse, but can I do that without being afraid of what His life may bring?
Conclusion: We all
complaint, we are not happy. And those who are happy,
don’t know what they are happy about. In
the mean time, I want what she’s having, with a side of more. Please.